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Monday, October 4, 2021

Just a Phase

Am lost as much as am found 
Insane as much as am sound 
Shallow as much as am profound 
Liberated as much as am bound 

A thousand emotions run through me 
And I often try to catch'em all 
Sometimes I win and most of I fall 
Sometimes fallen I prefer to be 

I stay there long, 
Just on the ground 
Looking at the sky aimlessly 
And I don't find this wrong 
Yet on days when I do pick myself 
I wonder if I need some help 
But on such days, I feel so strong 
That I ignore myself carelessly 

Just a phase, I am convinced 
Yet on some days I self-deprecate un-minced
Thirties, you were supposed to sorted on your own 
But all I find myself doing is wince and groan
The plan didn't pane out well 
And I find myself in a shithole hell 

Here's to another day 
I indulge myself in some wordplay 
I'll probably sleep over it
'Morrow morning I'll get over this shit